it's the ironic & controversial rhapsody of an ambiguous bert

Sigh...

had a pretty rough nite ytd...partly due to lab report...partly some other matters...but nevertheless the end result was me not being able to wake up for lessons on time...ended up goin to sch at 2pm...

haiz...i rather not have things this way...dun wanna affect studies...i dun wanna disappoint myself and my folks with bad grades again...

the only good thing the whole day was realizing i can do the tutorial questions without any external help...it was really encouraging knowin' that i hadn't lose my touch in sch work....plus mdm koh actually remembers my name...hahaz...wad a shock when she called me wei leong becoz so few ppl still do that nowadays (maybe my name in her memory was accentuated by the fact that i was late for her class earlier on)...hmm i guess after all she is a good & nice lecturer, really disliked her at the start of the semester cause she was one of those strict and rule-abidin' inflexible lecturer...but i think now my views of her has changed totally for the better...

i didn't go for aikido again today...haiz nvr been a regular ever since i joined this CCA...dunno y also...

CURrent s0nG choiCE: I Promise by Jaci Velasquez

I more than halfway through Mountain Rain. Reading about james fraser and his crusade for the Lord in Yunnan has really been uplifting, refreshing and enjoyable. In addition to learning more about prayers, the fact that James seemed to even only survived because of his earnest and faithful prayers had done much to change my viewpoint about speaking to God. I will admit with much shame that i have long gave up on praying but James' praying experiences (some prayers were even hours long) has served to"wake" me up.

I chose to turn to God today in school during the last few hours. It was an unbearable choice, one that I would rather not make again. I have felt God's comforting hands in the past, and oh how much i yearn to feel them once again. I only pray that God would also do so for somebody else.

posted by bert @ 8:23 PM