it's the ironic & controversial rhapsody of an ambiguous bert

Due to some unforeseen & unpleasant event, I found myself looking through the whole pile of my msn chat history 'researching' for something and when my mouse hovered over your e-mail address, I hesitated and then unable to restrain myself, I double clicked. As I read through the conversations we had and thought about the times we shared together, I kept asking myself the same questions, "how on earth did I allow myself to lose you? where did I go wrong? what exactly went wrong?" I guess at the end of the day, perhaps I was not strong enough for you... ...

posted by bert @ 2:24 AM