Thursday, September 23, 2004

SinkiN'

the stress is startin' to set in....and boy...it's been long since i ever got stressed...wasn't even like this in sec 4...outward happiness but inward depression...haiz..guess it's becoz of the term paper and sem proj...the pressure jus slowly starts to creep in..

had maths re-test today...paper was tough...didn't leave anything blank but i ain't confident anymore...felt i could get A before the paper but everything changed when i saw the questions...seriously if i can't do well for maths i may as well kiss any As goodbye since it's super diff to get A for the 2 sci lor...

piano was better though...now can almost play the whole My Heart Will Go On le...but think the intro is yet another simplified one..have to go ask ke for the original intro...hope can practice soon...

and guess wad..that cute cousin of mine wayne...he's in one of the photos below...he's only 4 years old and he has his own pet hamsters...dotz dotz...wonder what my aunt is thinkin letting him play with hamsters....he can't possibly rear them lor...must be my aunts doin all the hardwork of cleain' and feedin'...

to somebody: it's that i do not want to tell you what i feel but i am jus no longer that albert who can sit down and jus blabber stuff out of my mouth..i can't articulate thoughts anymore and dun ask me why...it's just like this...it's not that i dun want to speak to you but do u noe how hard it also is for me and i do not need this kind of pressure from you...haven't you notice that you ask generic questions and how am i suppose to answer you when things are in a mess in my head!! i noe the things that you are going through and i wun throw additional weight on you with my problems becoz it's jus not me...point aside whoever you may be to me...i dun throw my problems at any human being. period.

CuRRenT SONG choICe : Ai Hen Jian Dan by David Tao

1 Kings 2:3 and keep the charge of the Lord your God, walking in his ways and keeping his statutes, his commandments, his rules, and his testimonies, as it is written in the law of Moses, that you may prosper in all that you do and wherever you turn. (NIV)

supposed to do QT using 1 Kings but but haven't really been doin' it...pray will pick up soon

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