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Gloomy...


woohoo!! had an update from peien..finally he sent me something though i have a naggin suspision a particular "somebody" else had to go chide him for not sendin' me any updates....not that i really mind not receivin' any e-mails but it does feel weird and a little not too good that he doesn't bother to include me...oh well...i'm goin to try and send him an e-mail and see if he replies...then maybe i'll consider bout sendin' snail mail...haha his e-mail super long lor...dunno how he finds the time to write it...or maybe he writes a bit of installment everyday then compile and send....haiz really missed him whenever i exercise...it feels like something is missing when i go to gym without him....the only plus side is as the days go by, it gets closer to the day he returns to singapore...hahaz...really misses my "beauty"...

and guess what..blogger decided to be nice to me tonite...right now i'm typing this update slowly and leisurely...not at all like the manner of beating the blogger system and trying desperately to post...oh well...shall tok a bit bout' both 2day and ytd

friday 24th Sep
tried to "chiong" sem proj report so i can go to sch and coordinate with Zai on our ppt presentation..in the end fell asleep in the morn ard 5,6am and with only 6 pages of work done...week 13 comin' and i'm not at all prepared...haiz tis' isn't like me at all...i'm not tokin' bout e late nite/or early morn'...but it's more of a procrastinatin' matter...i do procarstinate yes but not in such a "jialat" manner...hopefully i wun let my teammates down...i'd hate to drag somebody into trouble waters more or less

inorganic chem lab was a mess...the timer was lousy and the sch, being so ISO and big stuff, can't even give us quality timers and sufficient chemicals to allow efficient lab practice...i had one result only!! after attempting to ensure the right amount of chemicals was measured out and the correct reactants were used...and do u believe it...mdm toh was late for lesson a whole 40mins, she being a nyp lecturer had to go for lunch and conveniently thought our lab was at 2pm....

evening was worse...i had a quarrel with a friend...arghh for crying out loud...dun add on the pressure...and dun make it more stressful for yourself either...

and i got angry at shuyun also...haiz sorry girl...i really didn't mean to vent my anger on u or said any awful words...i didn't mean to be all pricky at the others too...sorry peeps

today 25th Sep
had a blastin' time with kill at his place...the sun did hide behind the clouds for a while but hey....i did darken my tan...and my new trunks was good...a bit more sexier i think...poor kill got a bit burnt on his neck & his tan wasn't as deep as mine...haha no matter....to me he will always be that "bai bai pang pang" little brother of bro of mine...in a way i do feel that i've let him down 8 months ago...was what was done really for his good?? haiz i hope so or i'll never forgive myself...the other regret i had was that our relationship became as close le....well anyway...i was basically tryin to be a good boy at the lunch table becoz as a matter of fact, i'm definitely respectful but also a little....ermz..scared? of his parents...that hengwei only know how to make things worse

joined my family and relatives at Carlton hotel for buffet in the afternoon..walked around a bit at raffles city and bought banana boat dark tannin' oil with spf 4 and carrot extract...lolz...it was so much cheaper at NTUC healthcare lor...watsons and guardians had it at $10,$12+ but i got it only for $9.35...hahaz...meanwhile added a few more items to my shoppin' list...*gasp at this rate i'll have to go sell blood in order to get what i want...keke though i'm already goin' to donate blood at the sch's blood drive next week..goin' to help out at the donation drive also...can gain CCA points mah

basically spent more time with my family today...the only thing compromised was time to do my report...but hey...grandma+niece+cousin definitely win reports anytime man...

CUrrEnt SonG cHOICe: Fei Ji Chang de 10.30 & Ji Mo De Ji Jie by David Tao

yeah tml is sunday...got service...hopefully i will be able to wake up tml...so right after i finish typin' this entry i'm goin to go to bed...hope fellowship will turn out to be better...i rather go out with kill in a good mood...i hate when the rare opportunity comes up when we get to go out and i have to be sulking the whole way...

anyway the following verses came up today while i was with fiana and later, when i was walkin' home..maybe God was tryin' to tell me someday...anyway they are verses which i have yet been able to apply to myself...

Matthew 25:19-20 Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that i have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." (ESV)

Matthew 6:33 Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. (ESV)

posted by bert @ 1:49 AM