Thursday, September 01, 2005

Time: 1.35am
Place: My bedroom

I was finally able to cry.
My tears could finally flow.
I even felt nauseous.
I wanted to throw up.
I coughed and choked.
I felt sick.
I felt sick at being who I am.
I felt sick at being what I am.
I keep deluding myself ever since you left.
I lost the fight, defeated by a mere reminder of you.
I have no idea why did I fall for you, how did I fall for you.

If I could, I would have wish that we be together. But so what??
I often chide other people for treating themselves inferiorly but right now, I feel like a damn lousy piece of trash.

All because... ...I'm in love... ...with you... ...

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