Because your freaking 'shadow' is everywhere; your face is everywhere. I cannot go to a club without being reminded of you, I cannot listen to my Ipod without thinking of you (because you were the one who sent me my new entire playlist), hell I cannot even drink clam chowder without recalling you.
I was just browsing some other people's facebook profile and wham, your picture just appeared right in front of my eyes without warning. I did not want to know but now I do to the whereabouts of you this afternoon (it's as if some evil joke is being played on me, see I'm going to tell you where your beloved is whether you like it or not) and I cannot fathom this but the surge of anger, the pain, the disgust, the hatred, the love and yes the freaking love all came at me together at that one single moment because of some ridiculous random photo that made me miss you so badly and hate you all at the same time.
Right now the only way for me to let go of you is one of the oldest trick in the book - I'll hate you with all the nerves in my body.
Yes, things happen for a reason and that reason is to punish me for clubbing on October 19th. I curse my Monday off, I detest Deepavali and I wish I had never tried to celebrate Halloween.
posted by bert @ 5:44 AM
7 Comments:
if hating can release one from agony, it would had released me long ago when I wanted to be released.
Let go; but you're stilling holding on.
well u can't exactly expect me to turn it off like a tap overnight
well u can't exactly expect me to turn it off like a tap overnight
nah. such tap have to be turn it off slowly but steadily, else the pipe would just suffer from shock and burst due to the sudden pressure..
but u choose to ignore a running tap wor... water bill's going up hor..
ah dey, add me in facebook? i pass u there
ec
hmmm...it's a crush, just a little crush...or you can put it in the fridge, freeze it
just dump it away. it's still there when u freeze it.
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