Tuesday, July 28, 2009

No matter how you feel towards me, I remember what I said and I make good my word - I will always be your friend.

how i wished i had read this sooner...futomaki hit it right on the nail...

Sunday, July 05, 2009

it was a cold, rainy and lonely day

and in the end i went to bed alone, which was the right thing to do

but it wasn't what i had wanted

and i'm not sure am i happy or not

there is a difference...i'm not alone, but i'm lonely...

am i to give up on love, am i giving up on finding love, or have i already given up that there is love??

Friday, July 03, 2009




心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子


i gave up on love, that elusive thing is meant for people more fortunate, obviously not me

i'm so lonely, i ended up doing things i didn't really want to do or i know i will regret in future..

thomas says i'm "whorish", i just didn't want to be alone... ...