Thursday, November 23, 2006

My boyfriend's like a monk,
that stays in a little barn.
Though money is what he've none,
i enjoyed the way we had fun.

My wish is what he have grant,
a violin is what i've always want.
He never says that he can't,
even though he've to turn into a punk.

Patience is what that makes a monk,
i'm slowly turning into his nun.
Beautiful life, wonderful barn
together we live for years and months.

© Joshua'06

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

life is such a haze and i'm trapped in a maze
after you whisper your crave, i find myself in a daze
i threw you into a cave, you survived with hope and faith

to kill you is my only mission
a job i realize i cannot question
death is something we do not mention
so we sit down quietly just to listen
listen to the sound of those with passion
sounds of those whom we do not mention

now do you understand what i'm saying
this is the fact that i have to stop hiding
love is tough when it comes to loving
life is hard when it comes to living
cause nothing can remain unchanging
unless your magical hands can just do something

it's not me that wants to give you up
but all i ever wanted was a hug
prolly you are expecting too much
like an overfilled homemade mug
i closed my eyes and shouted "fuck"
but deep inside i've not given you up
unless you nod your head and say "yup"

Friday, November 17, 2006

I'd Rather - Luther Vandross

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that

I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me
like I've done you
I can only prove the things I say with time
please be mine

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

Happy one month baby.... ...

Friday, November 10, 2006

Petals of Crysanthenum
Scattering misery unto the ground
Your smile faded as if discoloured
The heart breaks as the flower descends
As I hide my troubles in silence

The North wind disorientates
Dusk before dawn
Your shadow undispelled

Prolonging my solitude
Like the surface of the lake
As they merge in resemblance


A particular lovely jurassic creature wanted me to blog today and it so happened that after yesterday's marathon singing session (8 hours) at k box, this song by Jay Chou is still stuck in my head. Hence I thought, why not put it up here.

P.S. I didn't translate the above, my language power is but a shadow of what it use to be and so I kind of "stole" the above from a friend's blog. If you are reading this, please don't get mad at me okay. Heehee...

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

At The Beginning by Richard Marx & Donna Lewis

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.


I heard this on the radio just a while ago, it was Class95FM. I'm seriously missing someone right now. Baby, though you are not here with me, this is for you... ...

I'm sorry... ...